I feel really angry right now- a little antsy about how fate is playing with my life right now. Most of the time, I always sense the ambience of people stepping on me. Yes, I am incapable. But I think I am deserving. I deserve to earn more money because I need it. I deserve to get good grades because I’m trying. I deserve respect because I show the same towards my fellow workers.
I try to be positive about each trial but I can’t control anything. I always feels small. Just because I’m in need of something, I actually have to tire myself to earn it. However, I really can’t comprehend the idea of other people receiving things without effort. I always believed that those people are the lucky ones; deserving for each blessing they have taken.
Though, I’m starting to think that they aren’t.